17 Aug 2 Big Secret Questions I ask myself
Posted at 23:42h in Uncategorized
These are the 2 Big Secret Questions I ask myself
1. Now or never?
Yo, if I don’t take action now , I will never get this moment back. it doesn’t mean being impulsive/rash/hasty – but in this moment how can I leverage this towards my dream.
I mean, in life, we are given a series of moments, I don’t FUCKING understand the past, I have a vision of the future but I’m not so fixed to it, and this moment, how can I keep my eyes on my future and Leverage This moment to propel me towards it.
You either see the world as
- a problem holding you back or
- as different means to get to your perfect/ideal future.
There’s nothing wrong with you, have faith, build your trust, let go of the need to control.
Controlling the exterior means we lack basic internal controls –
- stay composed,
- consider the big picture,
- consider the greatness you are building for the future.
Always be building the foundation stronger – but with an eye on the future erection that will be placed in it.
“If you have built castles in the sky. Let not your dreams go to waste; Just build the foundations under them.” / Thoreau
2. Success or failure?
Yo, I know what it takes to be a failure. Nothing. I mean staying in bed, sorry for yourself. What does it take it be a success??? FUCK IF I KNOW HAHHA But, if failure is when you do nothing, success possibly is the opposite. I teach SMART Action: An acronym for Start Making Action Real Today. It’s FUCKING SCARY as shit to take action – It’s Not, What if I fail??? But FUCK ME, what If I succeed??? What if my dream comes true and I’m still miserable. What If I can’t handle the fame??? The money???
Yo, don’t stress it.
The person tomorrow will be more well equipped to handle it:
- Wiser, stronger, more experienced.
- Let go of the need to control,
- take a step today,
- get comfortable with the emotion of fear –
- FEEL LIVE, LIVE IT, LOVE IT,
- Don’t lose your curiosity that propels you in life.
I am driven by pain. It’s part of who I am. I fear losing that pain, that fuel, that desire. Well FUCK IT, I learn not to stress it. Maybe I lose it, maybe I keep it, maybe it beats me up inside until I am the shell of, a shriveled man living in FEAR, Afraid to leave the house HAHAHA Beats me
“Don’t ask questions without an answer” / Buddha
I don’t know the answer, So I don’t ask the question – I Focus on where I want to be, and think
“Hmmm… what can I do this moment to get me there, without being irrational, impulsive, destructive”
So yes, in this moment, and every moment we have a choice:
Will we be a success or failure??? And while there’s no answer, there’s a moment to do something about it, this moment. But again, don’t let it get to you, eat you up inside,